Golden heart of darkness part 1

You think you can hide,

Your ugliest side.

It was bound to show,

Sadly only I know. 

You're still in my head

Forever stuck.

My eyes refuse love

It's you.

My barracks won't break

Scenic routes with a twist 

Got a weird thing to show you

My golden heart of darkness. 

This New Feeling ~EF

Itchy fingers across my skin,
My eyes hunger his lustful grin.
For now I bare no more a torn heart,
I patiently wait his lips of art.

His personality entwines with mine,
Yet his habits just won't die.
An eye for an eye; Oh! dear where are you?
For I breathe no longer, unless with you.

Reality bites not once, but twice,
Feeling as though as cold as ice.
My love is new; For you, don't know yet.
However, I'm not making a habit, but a bet.

I Can Not Do Without ~ EF

As I lay wide awake.
I hope and pray.
to see your face.
At end of day.

Feelings not lived before.
Places that have not been held.
your feeling touched against my skin.
your lips upon mine.
Oh, how I forget to breathe.

I long to see you every blinking moment.
Wondering when I will get to love you.
How must you do this to me.
For I can no longer bare.
Heart, beats fast while I remember.

He cured me of a broken heart,
He holds it in his hand.
Praying no leads to crush it,
My life is now, this man.

Emptiness ~ EF

Too nice I am,
No longer me.
Forbidden fruit,
No one must eat.

Scratching face,
Bloodied canvas I am.
Heartbroken means,
None understand.

Where did you go,
No love of mine.
Forever far,
I turn blind.

What to think,
When you see me.
What to feel,
When you go free.

Where is he? ~ EF

The lucky guy,
The shooting star.
The one I like,
The one by far.

My body aches just for him,
Itching for his every touch.
Numbness as I hear his voice,
Throbbing rough for his lasting love.

Oh dear, where'st you be?
My tongue lingered,
My legs, for you, apart.
He who exists not.

What Dream? ~EF

What dreams do I dream?Do I, dream?Body itching, aching.Resisting love,Welcoming lust.

What dreams do I dream?The eye for an eye.Florescent drugs,A never ending night?

I know what dreams I dream.Loving him no matter what.Being a spiritualist.No longer in doubt.Living the dream.

Rainbow Skies of Divine Light ~EF

Secretive colors that randomly change,
His blue loves her purple forever reign,
Silence in green has been forgotten,
But the lovers quarrel tend to rotten.


White like the moon and yellow as the sun,
The orange peaks won't go for it's run,
Our red hour is dank in blood,
The noble steed drenched in mud.