When I see me ( The Zombie perspective ) ~ EF

When I see me, I see an old woman
When I see me, I feel the need for greed
When I see me, I want to die
When I see me, I want to be free

No matter what I do I feel eaten alive
Blunting the horror of my flesh turned uptight
Raging brains gushed down past me
Flustered cut fingers burned thought the night

Disciplined tens angles by hate
Ritual plains filled with blame
Forging the souls of might
Dying lovers take flight

It's a little bit funny, this feeling inside ~ EF

As I lay awake,

I forget where I am

Wonder what's not fake

wonder where I began

I fight my words

I cry my lies

I fear future hearts

I end what dies

You tore me to pieces

You swore you cared

You shattered my dreams

and yet you dared

I waited for you to hear me

You never listened

I waited for you to feel me

You never touched

I waited for you to love me

You drifted away

So what do I have left?

Your body of lies...

Her body of lies ~ EF

Raking through this rough patch

Making wrong choices,

Not the complete catch

So many tiny voices

I lie here thinking why

I try to cry but nothing comes out

Should I force these tears out?

Should I pinch myself to really get a grip?

What has become of me...

I fear I will never learn

I hide what will truly show

My voice has gone again

This sea reminds me of thy past

I lie awake and sleep that fast

My feet ache from all this running about

My fingers curl as if i'm about to shout

My face saddens

My heart falls

My lips wither

My HATE calls

Where am I now..

*~The Voice~* EF

Are you feeling neglected?
* Yeah it's what I do.
Feeling in doubt?
* Always
You want to do something about it?
* not sure
You're a silly little person you know that right?
* I may be silly but you're dumb
Question to questions
Face to face,
What if the questions you're answering
Were directly to you just through the mirror?

Still wanting you ~ EF

You keep it short
I keep it sweet.
You keep it simple
I talk to keep.

Desire ~ EF

We may speak once or twice,
It's insane how wild I go.
I sometimes tend to seek advice,
For things I already know

I want to be the one for you
to make you happy (oh it's true)
You should see what you do
My heart beats like it's stuck with glue

I'm waiting for my time to come
To cuddle next to you I hum
To lick your lips as we kiss
To never miss a moment like this

I'd feel you wrap your arms around
My love for you seems bound
Again waiting for that time to come
To kiss those lips and touch whats hung.

Distinguished ~ EF

Your decaying body turns me on
Fecal matter smells so strong
Death has never been nice
Feeling your body as cold as ice

You left me in an awe
Nothing left in this drawer
Standing over you like this
made me feel more in bliss

Something I never figured
Was the way all this lingered
Finding things to cover you with
Was forgotton as is

Into the night ~ EF

Do you live?
Did you die?
.....................

From the evils in the night
Creatures rise above in sight
Fighting for those human bones
Boney figures snatched those phones

Making you bleed to death
Hallucinating more than meth
Heart comepletely deceased
Skin speckled with disease

Watching those eyes,
As he tries
Feeling no pain
Nothing to gain

Lifeless still here I lay
Somebody please PLEASE...
No one hears these cries I say
The more I stay the more I don't see..

My heart has no life
My body cold as ice
My eyes shot open
My body shoots up

.... Arms out..

I can't talk, I have no brain
My hunger is mere flesh
My jaw falls off..

Walking around mumbling sounds

.. What's this????....


A little girl
She screams for someone to save her
But .. she's tasty looking..
Eaten.

Taint ~ EF

No matter where I turn
There he is
No matter where I sleep
There he is
No matter what I'm thinking
He's in there

He controls my thoughts
I'm no longer controlling my heart
My body wants to float
He lays fingers on my chest

I give him a gorged stare
He grins with security
I'm pulled close towards his bodice
His lips pressed against mine

I'm no longer pure..

I'm tainted..

He brands me with his bite
alongside my neck
I'm his little wicked one now
And forever his...

Never Surrendered ~EF

This heart once made of gold
Grew black and metallic cold
Shiny it still is through all this grime
Pure it remains under the dime

Broken hearted more than twice
Smiles are her only disguise
Fainted she lay on her bed
Hoping he would be there instead

He is vowed to someone else
She is alone by her self
He held that powerful kiss
And then she was in bliss

She might never see him again
He might never see her again
She will always want to
He won't...

That one ~ EF

As I lay here thinking of you,
My heart flutters inside
Not knowing what I should do
I wonder if you keep me in mind


I admire your game
I try hard to win
Sadly I lost
But I'll try again


The things I did I usually hate
Just for you it was not cake
I gave myself a word to keep
For you my dear it's always deep


I hope to be with you one day
Maybe finally you will see
Vanity isn't everything

And maybe it was meant to be.